2010.01.01

Looking Back

Looking back, it has been an amazing, excting, busy and crazy year.

A year where I got married. It has been more than 10 years, but everyday I wake up feeling great to find my long life soulmate beside me. Everyday is a precious day.

A year where I got so crazy at work. Long hours, weekend at work and for once in my life I work from 830 and reach home the next day 600. A year that I got all the disappointment at work, for being spending 70% of my time at work, there is no salary increment.

A year that I travel long distance, Hong Kong. Considering it as our second honeymoon. It is so memorable.

And a year that I lost a family member, ah pek. It is of unexpected, which shock everyone in the family.

May you rest in peace, you will be always in our heart.

Looking forward, will movie 2012 become reality? I have been asking myself this question and I seems like believe it may actually come in that day. If it is, I should start thinking to quit my job and enjoy life to the fullless; and I want to be with my hubby when the day come, imagine we would be at home, sitting at our sofa watching TV until the end of the world.....

K, enough of nonsence. Foresee that it's gonna be a tough year for me particularlyin work. I have make a tough decision which I am unsure of until today, everyday I am asking myself if it is right. Anyway, tough job make me a tougher person.

Also, something that I have been thinking so long but never kick start. Hope and wish that I will make my move.

Hope that everyone has a good year ahead. Goodbye 2009, and welcome 2010.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Friday the Christmas

Merry Christmas!!

Sis and boyfriend are here. Having a nice gathering with family. The last time the four of us - sis, me, siang and jun, gather together was during March. It's so great to get together...

Thursday

Christmas Eve!! Long weekend is just round the corner!!
Another busy day, no lunch day, hoping to complete today to-do-list.
Somehow I still save some for the weekend but great that I have 3 days of break.

Wednesday

I just wonder why, no matter how I completed each tasks on my to-do-list, it never grow lesser but longer.
One by one, I completed it daily. Sometimes I feel frustrated, sometimes I feel happy.

Today I strike off the tasks peacefully. Tomorrow it's going to be another long list again..

Tuesday

What you think might not be what you get..
Should we don't even think about it or should we just dream about it...

Monday

If only I know what to do and what I want precisely...

I am just overloaded...Nothing is fair and nothing is unfair at workplace...

Responsibility

As I grow up, I learn that the responsibilities that lie on me grow as well.

The responsibility of being a daughter, to take care of my parents, to make them happy when they are still around. But I do not know how to answer it when my mom ask me with an upset tone "Since you will be coming on Dec, you won't be coming back for next year chinese new year then". It will only happen next December and next next Chinese New Year...

The responsibility of being a sister, to take care of my little sister and brother, to keep remembering to say hello on and off by making sure that they are still well., which I might forget or to be exact neglect sometime...

The responsibility of being a wife, to take care of the man, to know and care of how he is doing everyday, which I am not doing so well. He is the one who take care of me, who take care of the household...

The responsibility of being a worker, to serve the company with all your attention, with all your time. Because client and money are always the priority and therefore meeting timeline is a must. Without the pay, what are you suppose to live on? Therefore, I spend most of time to be a worker, even meaning sacrifying your weekend. But in fact, I can be replaced within 5 minutes; my absence won't give any impact to the company, things will just move on as usual, nobody notice nothing...

Why the hell meeting timeline is always priority!!

Why the hell spending my time, risking my health, neglecting those around when I can be replaced in just 5 minutes!!

Why the hell is it so hard just to let go!!

Why the hell trapping myself at hell though in my heart I am dying to runaway!!

I just wish that life can be as simple as once I used to think...

Me? Kind?

Being too kind at work?
I am just being too lazy to think about it!!

Friday, 9th October 2009

Today, I received a sms saying 'We are going xxx tonight. :)'

In my heart I am thinking okay, maybe I should ask what time and plan my time to leave. So I reply the sms, saying ' What time, does the we include me?'

Sadly to say, the 'we' does not include me. I am crying in my heart, not because I did not get to go, but something that I realize today and miss out yesterday.

Happy Birthday my fren

Hey buddy,

I know it's still a bit earlier, but just want to wish you earlier.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY & HAPPY GROWING OLDER!!!

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!

Recharge

Recharged myself with these four days of 'long' break!! I have been not thinking about my work.

I was in Singapore during the weekend; partly to attend hubby's ex-colleague's wedding, partly to window shopping. It was not a super amazing trip but somehow refreshing. I get to see how Singapore wedding is, though not so different with the traditional chinese wedding here. Apart from that, I was enjoying myself window shopping at Orchard Road. If I get to earn Sing Dollar, think my house is gonna overfload with branded bag.

The last two days I was in gym, golf and meet me eldest sister. It is super relax and it make me think that today is Sunday, in fact it is Tuesday already. Just 3 more days of working then another break.

Happy me!!

Snoopy

I guess not many people know that I like Snoopy so much.

Today, hubby show me a series of picture about a Charlie Brown Cafe. It is so fabulous and I just can't help myself but swearing that it is a must visit during my Hong Kong trip.

http://www.charliebrowncafe.com/

Being Ordinary

It has been a very routine weeks or months for me. I do not know if anyone is going through the same cycle with me or it's just only me and me.

My weekday
~ Wake up ~ Work and Work ~ Sleep

My weekend
~Wake up ~ Ocassionally gym ~ Sleep ~ Eat ~ Sleep

8 or more hours of sleeping, and the rest spend either in-front of my lovely PC or TV.

No excitement at all, it's just an ordinary life for an ordinary woman like me..

BEWARE IN LRT

Was reading a friend who share her bad experience in the LRT. I personally don't know how to comment on why such thing could happen. People, just beware when you are in the LRT.

http://acancerianmissy.wordpress.com/2009/08/06/the-one-with-the-lrt-again/

Make-Up

I am currently actively looking for a personal make-over class.

Hope to get good recommendation from anyone.

Unwanted Items

Am casually browsing through the online shopping website and found this useful blogspot.
http://www.prelovedblog.blogspot.com/

It says~

"This is NOT a blogshop!! This is a place where you can submit your pre-loved items (worn clothes, shoes, accessories... ) or mistake purchases, or any other reasons... that you want to get rid off... :(Send an email to me to post up so that others can buy them. IT IS FREE OF CHARGE!! Each reader is only allowed up to 5 items in each email. Anyone interested to purchase your item(s) will have to email you about it.All you need to do is email me the following information @ prelovedblog@gmail.com

Your name:
Your email add:
Items name & descriptions (eg. measurement, material, color... ):
Photos: *Remember to insert credits for the photos you use as attachment in the emails.*
Price:
Delivery method: Postage/COD charges and places
Reason(s) of reselling:"

Ladies, if you wanna get rid of certain items in your wardrobe, you can turn it into cash instead of letting the items rest in peace in your wardrobe forever. Good Luck!! :)

Tired

Feeling extremely tired...works come one after another...
everyday i have to be awake to face things that come to me...
Just can't wait for a break...

Freedom

Finally, after 14 weeks of hard work, the system goes live today. Congratulations to the teams and myself.

I have been working day and night, weekdays and weekends, neglecting my dearest hubby, neglecting my health and life...

Now, I wish that everything will back to normal though I foresee there are more to come. I just wish for a break, to have my own time, doing my own things....

I wanna go shopping, I wanna go gym, I wanna go vacation!!!

My Hubby Big Day!

Happy Birthday to you my dear! I know it is still early, but I wanna be the first to greet you. :)

Knowing that you don't like to celebrate birthday as your philosophy is that you should not be treated differently just because you are the birthday boy, but then it is still your special day. Cheer up!

On your request to write a blog in chinese version for your birthday, you can blame me for being heartless or lazy, but I think I am still creative enough to fulfill your request. :)

Happy Birthday and Gambateh!!

Sunday

It's Sunday..an ordinary Sunday. But I feel so great to be at home, to have my very own quiet moment.

I have been working crazily for the pass few weeks, long hours and weekends...
My routine - wake up, work, sleep, wake up , work, sleep......

I have been not doing any house work, don't even notice or care of what hubby is doing.
With the presence of my little brother who just started his new term here, I have even neglected my hubby more...My concentration goes to my work, myself and my little brother...Thinking back, I feel so sorry to him. Hopefully one or two good meal will do him good. keke...

Work seems to get better now, although I will term going back 9 o'clock is considered earlier. Hang on for one more month, hopefully I can have a break by the time.

Great that I am home on this sunny Sunday..

Looking Back

Time flies. As if we were just about to go Pangkor Laut Resort. The attraction is too much and after a week back to the reality, I still miss the place so much.

Can't really differentiate it is because I know after the trip, everything will back to normal. No more excuse that I am busy because I need to prep for the wedding, I must take leave for honeymoon...It's time for me to concentrate on my career and self development. The thought and planning come in mind just right after the kl wedding dinner is over. Yeah, I better move quick, not to waste any second...

Gonna work hard and save hard to make sure that hubby will node his head to go back to the paradise with me again.

Our Honeymoon

I have been waiting for this moment eargerly and it comes and passes without we even realize...

It was such a relax, memorable and 'wao' honeymoon for us. We did not travel far to overseas, instead we choose to go local, a place that we have been dropped by the nearby town for so many times. (Even I alone went there twice last year)

Here we come Pangkor Laut Resort!

I have been so grateful that within the 3D2N stayed, hubby has mentioned thousand times of 'this is unbelievable', 'I feel so great'', 'Where to find these'... After all the hectic and busy wedding schedule and prep, finally we get to relax...After so many dilemma between the honeymoon spot, we felt so great that we make the right decision.

The first 'wao' came when we had our first lunch while waiting to check-in our room...

The second 'wao' came the moment we stepped into our room...for the rest of the day, he kept on telling me is this true where we are staying...and I have to keep telling 'yes yes...you are here already'...

Subsequently more 'wao' coming in and we are so impressed by the room, food, people and everything in this island. It is definitely a yes for whoever looking for a peaceful and relaxing place. Not only we kept on eating, we also being healthy by joining the yoga session.

We swim by the pool...

Me, posting in bikini, a wedding gift by king, fung and hung...thanks yea

He, not wanna left out too...

We slept by the beach

And everywhere he is, satay is always his favourite...

And the most impressive lunch for me, the main course serve with the fish in one whole piece...

And to my joyness, he node his head to join me for spa which he rarely will. ;) According to him, my look is pleading him to, which of course I won't admit to...thanks lao gong, I am really very very happy..

I feel so down the day that we are about to left, reluctant to come back to face the hectic life. Tears keep rolling within my eyes...

It is indeed a sweet and memorable vacation for us.

Pangkor Laut Resort 29-31 March 2009

I want my room!!

It has been 345pm..and the hell is I haven't checked in my room. The front desk guy is not helpful, didn't say sorry for delay the check-in time, but in turn throw us some words...Is this really what YTL should give us??

Huh...I am trying to cool down, I am trying to forgive them, I am trying not to spoilt the whole honeymoon trips..

Cheers up SleepyParis

Vacation Cum Honeymoon??

Me and hubby are going for vacation lor...It is considered as our honeymoon after all the wedding prep...

Feel so excited.

Earth Hour

Switch off your light for earth hour

SATURDAY

28 MARCH 2009

830 - 930 pm


http://www.earthhour.org/about/

知足

Just come across my thought when I was driving back home the other day. I have been thinking about the life of a women.

In olden day, women are not allowed to be outgoing, not allowed to study. The main role is to find a good hubby and get married. Then the rest of the life is about serving the hubby, give birth, take care of the kids, and until the day she leave the world...

Women are lucky nowadays. We get to study, we get to work, we get to play sport, we get to do most of the things a man can do. However, there is always expectation that a women, no matter how superwomen, she still need to play the role of a good housewife. That's why there is superwoman cum housewife nowadays.

It's not easy to become a woman. Man tend to complaint that woman is so troublesome and complicated. Maybe man can understand better when he is in a woman's shoes.

I should feel content for being a women, for

I get to wear skirt, where guy can't..
I get to wear make up, where guy rarely does..
I get to know the feeling of new life growing within me, where guy can't.. oops, don't mistaken as if I am pregant.

Guy, you too should feel content for

You get a woman to be with you for the rest of your life..
You get a woman to give birth to a child, with 9 months of carrying around the huge tummy, and the surname is yours..
You get a woman to take care of the family matters, the tiny tiny stuff...

Man and Woman, we should feel content of having each other.

SleepyParis is Sleepy

I just don't know why, I have been feeling so sleepy throughout the day.

No energy, yawning, can't concentrate, starring at the screen...

The time is ticking, the work is piled up...

oh gosh!! I got so many things to complete, the dateline is near.

I need to concentrate, I need to focus....

End up, I am inviting people to attend my wedding dinner, writing blog, surfing for information...

It's 6:19 in the evening, I am still sitting in the office, trying to focus on my work, waiting to go home...

Zzzzzzzzzz.....

V-Day 2009

This is our first valentine since our marriage. Well, we are cracking our head, trying to find every possible things that we can do on this 'special' day.

I suggest to have dinner at our home sweet home. Thinking to have pasta, mushroom soup and dessert for the dinner. We were about to buy the ingredient.

Sister-in-law invited us to Tenji jap buffet, but we were not able to book a place.

Thinking to go El-Cactus at PD. With nice dining environment, walking by the beach...we book but we ffk the restaurant. I thought it will be too crowded during this special day and the distance is time-consuming.

Without any planning, we head down to the town to settle our wedding dinner payment. Then, we were window shopping, still trying to figure out what to do. Funny though this year we are really out of idea. Again we book for another restaurant, Outback Steakhouse. We were then window shop at Sg Wang, waiting for 730 to come and can have our dinner. While waiting, we keep on changing our mind, how about Pizza Hut, Dome, go home...bla bla bla...

We have our light dinner at Dome finally. The food is good and the environment is surprisingly nice. We are enjoying so much that we ignore all the people and all the noise. This is the moment that we both looking for. Great!!!

Happy Valentine!

Little Friends

These little friends has been staying at my place for quite some times, not that I welcome them.
They are quite shy, always hiding themselves into the shell. When I am around, they don't seems to appear.
They are too shy to introduce themselves. Everyday I will be searching at every corner of the house, trying to find any trace of them. Sometimes, I can find them in bedrooms, living hall, toilet, kitchen....Wao, they are actually all over my house. I am beginning to suspect that they actually live in the wall. Ahh...so disgusting!!

These little friends of mine are quite irritating. I don't know how it will harm my house or harm me. Today I google online on pest control. I found this lice which sounds similar to my little friends but yet to be sure as the picture doens't look like them. It is call booklice or paperlice. It may crawl in large numbers over stored papers, books, walls, furniture, and other materials in damp, warm, undisturbed areas. Booklice are minute, soft-bodied, transparent to grayish-white insects about 1/32 to 3/16 inch (1 to 4 mm) long, usually wingless, and may go unnoticed. Ahh...another scary statement? Will I accidentally eaten it??

Who can tell me what is my little friends name??

Oops, today they are so shy that I can't even snap the picture of them. Hopefully I never get to snap their picture as this is the good sign that they don't like my place.