That's ME

Came across the below when I was reading this self-enrichment book bought few years back...

Reactive people are often affected by their physical environment. If the weather is good, they feel good. If it isn't, it affects their attitude and their performance. Proactive people can carry their own weather with them. Whether it rains or shines make no difference to them.


Reactive people are also affected by their social environment, by the 'social weather'. When people treat them well, the feel well; when people don't, they become defensive or protective. Reactive people build their emotional lives around the behaviour of others, empowering the weaknesses of other people to control them.

I think that's quite true about me being reactive. So I am gonna start small from today and learn to carry my own weather..

Are You Ready??

Are you ready for a break?
Yeah, one more day I will be home, back to the place where I grown up, eating food that I long craving for, living a totally peaceful and stressless life.

Are you ready for your work?
Gosh!! With the new role coming soon, if nothing change, I can feel the pressure and challenge even now. This is not right, guessing before even knowing what will come next. It's even harder for me to concentrate at work, to climb higher up to the top of the ladder, I am de-motivated.

No..I shouldn't be at this stage. I should be determined, to pick up my stamina, to get myself well-prepared, to be brave for the new challenge. After all, it makes me a better person.

Are you ready for family?
Was meeting this friend of mine during one casual weekend. This friend mentioned to me without a kid, it's not call family. In another event, all the relatives and friends were 'attacking' me and hubby to have a baby.

Arghh!! I hope I will be imune to this question soon. First it's getting marry, now it's having baby. Nooooo, I am not ready. I don't know when will I be ready, hopefully soon. I am enjoying my peaceful and precious sleeping time now.

Pregnant?

Do I look pregnant??

Why interested in my tummy?? Why not other questions after marriage rather than "When do you want to get pregnant?", "Are you pregnant?" bla bla bla....**sigh**

I am a......

Stop thinking

The saturday that I wake up suddenly thinking it might be time to get ready for work, and soon realize it's a saturday...

Can't sleep after that, work stuff suddenly hunt my mind, only I realize I am actually stress up, that's why I get my back and wrist pain constantly this week. Or it's just a sign of entering 30s?

The morning that I keep thinking about my work, thinking about my pay make me feel sad. There is so many other things to think about and why am I still stuck at the same thing over and over again. Praying hard that I will lead myself to the destiny this year, but the hope broke when I read the news about the fortune teller saying it's a bad year for Monkey and those in 30. Argh...not again!!!

Stop thinking please...

One Year Old Marriage

Hey, just want to let you know

It is so sweet to be with you!

2010.01.01