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That's ME

2010-04-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

Came across the below when I was reading this self-enrichment book bought few years back...

Reactive people are often affected by their physical environment. If the weather is good, they feel good. If it isn't, it affects their attitude and their performance. Proactive people can carry their own weather with them. Whether it rains or shines make no difference to them.

Reactive people are also affected by their social environment, by the 'social weather'. When people treat them well, the feel well; when people don't, they become defensive or protective. Reactive people build their emotional lives around the behaviour of others, empowering the weaknesses of other people to control them.

I think that's quite true about me being reactive. So I am gonna start small from today and learn to carry my own weather..

Are You Ready??

2010-03-31T06:52:00.000-07:00

Are you ready for a break?
Yeah, one more day I will be home, back to the place where I grown up, eating food that I long craving for, living a totally peaceful and stressless life.

Are you ready for your work?
Gosh!! With the new role coming soon, if nothing change, I can feel the pressure and challenge even now. This is not right, guessing before even knowing what will come next. It's even harder for me to concentrate at work, to climb higher up to the top of the ladder, I am de-motivated.

No..I shouldn't be at this stage. I should be determined, to pick up my stamina, to get myself well-prepared, to be brave for the new challenge. After all, it makes me a better person.

Are you ready for family?
Was meeting this friend of mine during one casual weekend. This friend mentioned to me without a kid, it's not call family. In another event, all the relatives and friends were 'attacking' me and hubby to have a baby.

Arghh!! I hope I will be imune to this question soon. First it's getting marry, now it's having baby. Nooooo, I am not ready. I don't know when will I be ready, hopefully soon. I am enjoying my peaceful and precious sleeping time now.

Pregnant?

2010-02-18T05:39:00.001-08:00

Do I look pregnant??

Why interested in my tummy?? Why not other questions after marriage rather than "When do you want to get pregnant?", "Are you pregnant?" bla bla bla....**sigh**

I am a......

2010-01-18T06:00:00.000-08:00

Stop thinking

2010-01-08T19:57:00.000-08:00

The saturday that I wake up suddenly thinking it might be time to get ready for work, and soon realize it's a saturday...

Can't sleep after that, work stuff suddenly hunt my mind, only I realize I am actually stress up, that's why I get my back and wrist pain constantly this week. Or it's just a sign of entering 30s?

The morning that I keep thinking about my work, thinking about my pay make me feel sad. There is so many other things to think about and why am I still stuck at the same thing over and over again. Praying hard that I will lead myself to the destiny this year, but the hope broke when I read the news about the fortune teller saying it's a bad year for Monkey and those in 30. Argh...not again!!!

Stop thinking please...

One Year Old Marriage

2010-01-02T08:52:00.000-08:00

Hey, just want to let you know

It is so sweet to be with you!

2010.01.01

2009-12-31T17:01:00.000-08:00

Looking Back

2009-12-30T07:04:00.000-08:00

Looking back, it has been an amazing, excting, busy and crazy year.

A year where I got married. It has been more than 10 years, but everyday I wake up feeling great to find my long life soulmate beside me. Everyday is a precious day.

A year where I got so crazy at work. Long hours, weekend at work and for once in my life I work from 830 and reach home the next day 600. A year that I got all the disappointment at work, for being spending 70% of my time at work, there is no salary increment.

A year that I travel long distance, Hong Kong. Considering it as our second honeymoon. It is so memorable.

And a year that I lost a family member, ah pek. It is of unexpected, which shock everyone in the family.

May you rest in peace, you will be always in our heart.

Looking forward, will movie 2012 become reality? I have been asking myself this question and I seems like believe it may actually come in that day. If it is, I should start thinking to quit my job and enjoy life to the fullless; and I want to be with my hubby when the day come, imagine we would be at home, sitting at our sofa watching TV until the end of the world.....

K, enough of nonsence. Foresee that it's gonna be a tough year for me particularlyin work. I have make a tough decision which I am unsure of until today, everyday I am asking myself if it is right. Anyway, tough job make me a tougher person.

Also, something that I have been thinking so long but never kick start. Hope and wish that I will make my move.

Hope that everyone has a good year ahead. Goodbye 2009, and welcome 2010.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Friday the Christmas

2009-12-25T21:12:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!!

Sis and boyfriend are here. Having a nice gathering with family. The last time the four of us - sis, me, siang and jun, gather together was during March. It's so great to get together...

Thursday

2009-12-25T21:09:00.000-08:00

Christmas Eve!! Long weekend is just round the corner!!
Another busy day, no lunch day, hoping to complete today to-do-list.
Somehow I still save some for the weekend but great that I have 3 days of break.

Wednesday

2009-12-23T06:36:00.000-08:00

I just wonder why, no matter how I completed each tasks on my to-do-list, it never grow lesser but longer.
One by one, I completed it daily. Sometimes I feel frustrated, sometimes I feel happy.

Today I strike off the tasks peacefully. Tomorrow it's going to be another long list again..

Tuesday

2009-12-22T17:38:00.000-08:00

What you think might not be what you get..
Should we don't even think about it or should we just dream about it...

Monday

2009-12-21T05:24:00.000-08:00

If only I know what to do and what I want precisely...

I am just overloaded...Nothing is fair and nothing is unfair at workplace...

Responsibility

2009-12-12T04:22:00.000-08:00

As I grow up, I learn that the responsibilities that lie on me grow as well.

The responsibility of being a daughter, to take care of my parents, to make them happy when they are still around. But I do not know how to answer it when my mom ask me with an upset tone "Since you will be coming on Dec, you won't be coming back for next year chinese new year then". It will only happen next December and next next Chinese New Year...

The responsibility of being a sister, to take care of my little sister and brother, to keep remembering to say hello on and off by making sure that they are still well., which I might forget or to be exact neglect sometime...

The responsibility of being a wife, to take care of the man, to know and care of how he is doing everyday, which I am not doing so well. He is the one who take care of me, who take care of the household...

The responsibility of being a worker, to serve the company with all your attention, with all your time. Because client and money are always the priority and therefore meeting timeline is a must. Without the pay, what are you suppose to live on? Therefore, I spend most of time to be a worker, even meaning sacrifying your weekend. But in fact, I can be replaced within 5 minutes; my absence won't give any impact to the company, things will just move on as usual, nobody notice nothing...

Why the hell meeting timeline is always priority!!

Why the hell spending my time, risking my health, neglecting those around when I can be replaced in just 5 minutes!!

Why the hell is it so hard just to let go!!

Why the hell trapping myself at hell though in my heart I am dying to runaway!!

I just wish that life can be as simple as once I used to think...

Me? Kind?

2009-11-14T07:37:00.000-08:00

Being too kind at work?
I am just being too lazy to think about it!!

Friday, 9th October 2009

2009-10-09T05:26:00.000-07:00

Today, I received a sms saying 'We are going xxx tonight. :)'

In my heart I am thinking okay, maybe I should ask what time and plan my time to leave. So I reply the sms, saying ' What time, does the we include me?'

Sadly to say, the 'we' does not include me. I am crying in my heart, not because I did not get to go, but something that I realize today and miss out yesterday.

Happy Birthday my fren

2009-09-30T03:56:00.000-07:00

Hey buddy,

I know it's still a bit earlier, but just want to wish you earlier.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY & HAPPY GROWING OLDER!!!

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!

Recharge

2009-09-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

Recharged myself with these four days of 'long' break!! I have been not thinking about my work.

I was in Singapore during the weekend; partly to attend hubby's ex-colleague's wedding, partly to window shopping. It was not a super amazing trip but somehow refreshing. I get to see how Singapore wedding is, though not so different with the traditional chinese wedding here. Apart from that, I was enjoying myself window shopping at Orchard Road. If I get to earn Sing Dollar, think my house is gonna overfload with branded bag.

The last two days I was in gym, golf and meet me eldest sister. It is super relax and it make me think that today is Sunday, in fact it is Tuesday already. Just 3 more days of working then another break.

Happy me!!

Snoopy

2009-08-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

I guess not many people know that I like Snoopy so much.

Today, hubby show me a series of picture about a Charlie Brown Cafe. It is so fabulous and I just can't help myself but swearing that it is a must visit during my Hong Kong trip.

http://www.charliebrowncafe.com/

Being Ordinary

2009-08-08T02:00:00.000-07:00

It has been a very routine weeks or months for me. I do not know if anyone is going through the same cycle with me or it's just only me and me.

My weekday
~ Wake up ~ Work and Work ~ Sleep

My weekend
~Wake up ~ Ocassionally gym ~ Sleep ~ Eat ~ Sleep

8 or more hours of sleeping, and the rest spend either in-front of my lovely PC or TV.

No excitement at all, it's just an ordinary life for an ordinary woman like me..

BEWARE IN LRT

2009-08-06T08:05:00.000-07:00

Was reading a friend who share her bad experience in the LRT. I personally don't know how to comment on why such thing could happen. People, just beware when you are in the LRT.

http://acancerianmissy.wordpress.com/2009/08/06/the-one-with-the-lrt-again/

Make-Up

2009-07-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

I am currently actively looking for a personal make-over class.

Hope to get good recommendation from anyone.

Unwanted Items

2009-07-25T23:05:00.000-07:00

Am casually browsing through the online shopping website and found this useful blogspot.
http://www.prelovedblog.blogspot.com/

It says~

"This is NOT a blogshop!! This is a place where you can submit your pre-loved items (worn clothes, shoes, accessories... ) or mistake purchases, or any other reasons... that you want to get rid off... :(Send an email to me to post up so that others can buy them. IT IS FREE OF CHARGE!! Each reader is only allowed up to 5 items in each email. Anyone interested to purchase your item(s) will have to email you about it.All you need to do is email me the following information @ prelovedblog@gmail.com

Your name:
Your email add:
Items name & descriptions (eg. measurement, material, color... ):
Photos: *Remember to insert credits for the photos you use as attachment in the emails.*
Price:
Delivery method: Postage/COD charges and places
Reason(s) of reselling:"

Ladies, if you wanna get rid of certain items in your wardrobe, you can turn it into cash instead of letting the items rest in peace in your wardrobe forever. Good Luck!! :)

Tired

2009-07-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

Feeling extremely tired...works come one after another...
everyday i have to be awake to face things that come to me...
Just can't wait for a break...

Freedom

2009-07-02T09:00:00.000-07:00

Finally, after 14 weeks of hard work, the system goes live today. Congratulations to the teams and myself.

I have been working day and night, weekdays and weekends, neglecting my dearest hubby, neglecting my health and life...

Now, I wish that everything will back to normal though I foresee there are more to come. I just wish for a break, to have my own time, doing my own things....

I wanna go shopping, I wanna go gym, I wanna go vacation!!!

My Hubby Big Day!

2009-06-28T06:35:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday to you my dear! I know it is still early, but I wanna be the first to greet you. :)

Knowing that you don't like to celebrate birthday as your philosophy is that you should not be treated differently just because you are the birthday boy, but then it is still your special day. Cheer up!

On your request to write a blog in chinese version for your birthday, you can blame me for being heartless or lazy, but I think I am still creative enough to fulfill your request. :)

Happy Birthday and Gambateh!!

Sunday

2009-06-06T22:47:00.000-07:00

It's Sunday..an ordinary Sunday. But I feel so great to be at home, to have my very own quiet moment.

I have been working crazily for the pass few weeks, long hours and weekends...
My routine - wake up, work, sleep, wake up , work, sleep......

I have been not doing any house work, don't even notice or care of what hubby is doing.
With the presence of my little brother who just started his new term here, I have even neglected my hubby more...My concentration goes to my work, myself and my little brother...Thinking back, I feel so sorry to him. Hopefully one or two good meal will do him good. keke...

Work seems to get better now, although I will term going back 9 o'clock is considered earlier. Hang on for one more month, hopefully I can have a break by the time.

Great that I am home on this sunny Sunday..

Looking Back

2009-04-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

Time flies. As if we were just about to go Pangkor Laut Resort. The attraction is too much and after a week back to the reality, I still miss the place so much.

Can't really differentiate it is because I know after the trip, everything will back to normal. No more excuse that I am busy because I need to prep for the wedding, I must take leave for honeymoon...It's time for me to concentrate on my career and self development. The thought and planning come in mind just right after the kl wedding dinner is over. Yeah, I better move quick, not to waste any second...

Gonna work hard and save hard to make sure that hubby will node his head to go back to the paradise with me again.

Our Honeymoon

2009-04-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

I have been waiting for this moment eargerly and it comes and passes without we even realize...

It was such a relax, memorable and 'wao' honeymoon for us. We did not travel far to overseas, instead we choose to go local, a place that we have been dropped by the nearby town for so many times. (Even I alone went there twice last year)

Here we come Pangkor Laut Resort!

I have been so grateful that within the 3D2N stayed, hubby has mentioned thousand times of 'this is unbelievable', 'I feel so great'', 'Where to find these'... After all the hectic and busy wedding schedule and prep, finally we get to relax...After so many dilemma between the honeymoon spot, we felt so great that we make the right decision.

The first 'wao' came when we had our first lunch while waiting to check-in our room...

The second 'wao' came the moment we stepped into our room...for the rest of the day, he kept on telling me is this true where we are staying...and I have to keep telling 'yes yes...you are here already'...

Subsequently more 'wao' coming in and we are so impressed by the room, food, people and everything in this island. It is definitely a yes for whoever looking for a peaceful and relaxing place. Not only we kept on eating, we also being healthy by joining the yoga session.

We swim by the pool...

Me, posting in bikini, a wedding gift by king, fung and hung...thanks yea

He, not wanna left out too...

We slept by the beach

And everywhere he is, satay is always his favourite...

And the most impressive lunch for me, the main course serve with the fish in one whole piece...

And to my joyness, he node his head to join me for spa which he rarely will. ;) According to him, my look is pleading him to, which of course I won't admit to...thanks lao gong, I am really very very happy..

I feel so down the day that we are about to left, reluctant to come back to face the hectic life. Tears keep rolling within my eyes...

It is indeed a sweet and memorable vacation for us.

Pangkor Laut Resort 29-31 March 2009

I want my room!!

2009-03-29T00:40:00.000-07:00

It has been 345pm..and the hell is I haven't checked in my room. The front desk guy is not helpful, didn't say sorry for delay the check-in time, but in turn throw us some words...Is this really what YTL should give us??

Huh...I am trying to cool down, I am trying to forgive them, I am trying not to spoilt the whole honeymoon trips..

Cheers up SleepyParis

Vacation Cum Honeymoon??

2009-03-27T09:57:00.000-07:00

Me and hubby are going for vacation lor...It is considered as our honeymoon after all the wedding prep...

Feel so excited.

Earth Hour

2009-03-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

Switch off your light for earth hour

SATURDAY

28 MARCH 2009

830 - 930 pm

http://www.earthhour.org/about/

知足

2009-03-07T03:52:00.000-08:00

Just come across my thought when I was driving back home the other day. I have been thinking about the life of a women.

In olden day, women are not allowed to be outgoing, not allowed to study. The main role is to find a good hubby and get married. Then the rest of the life is about serving the hubby, give birth, take care of the kids, and until the day she leave the world...

Women are lucky nowadays. We get to study, we get to work, we get to play sport, we get to do most of the things a man can do. However, there is always expectation that a women, no matter how superwomen, she still need to play the role of a good housewife. That's why there is superwoman cum housewife nowadays.

It's not easy to become a woman. Man tend to complaint that woman is so troublesome and complicated. Maybe man can understand better when he is in a woman's shoes.

I should feel content for being a women, for

I get to wear skirt, where guy can't..
I get to wear make up, where guy rarely does..
I get to know the feeling of new life growing within me, where guy can't.. oops, don't mistaken as if I am pregant.

Guy, you too should feel content for

You get a woman to be with you for the rest of your life..
You get a woman to give birth to a child, with 9 months of carrying around the huge tummy, and the surname is yours..
You get a woman to take care of the family matters, the tiny tiny stuff...

Man and Woman, we should feel content of having each other.

SleepyParis is Sleepy

2009-02-17T02:08:00.000-08:00

I just don't know why, I have been feeling so sleepy throughout the day.

No energy, yawning, can't concentrate, starring at the screen...

The time is ticking, the work is piled up...

oh gosh!! I got so many things to complete, the dateline is near.

I need to concentrate, I need to focus....

End up, I am inviting people to attend my wedding dinner, writing blog, surfing for information...

It's 6:19 in the evening, I am still sitting in the office, trying to focus on my work, waiting to go home...

Zzzzzzzzzz.....

V-Day 2009

2009-02-15T00:40:00.000-08:00

This is our first valentine since our marriage. Well, we are cracking our head, trying to find every possible things that we can do on this 'special' day.

I suggest to have dinner at our home sweet home. Thinking to have pasta, mushroom soup and dessert for the dinner. We were about to buy the ingredient.

Sister-in-law invited us to Tenji jap buffet, but we were not able to book a place.

Thinking to go El-Cactus at PD. With nice dining environment, walking by the beach...we book but we ffk the restaurant. I thought it will be too crowded during this special day and the distance is time-consuming.

Without any planning, we head down to the town to settle our wedding dinner payment. Then, we were window shopping, still trying to figure out what to do. Funny though this year we are really out of idea. Again we book for another restaurant, Outback Steakhouse. We were then window shop at Sg Wang, waiting for 730 to come and can have our dinner. While waiting, we keep on changing our mind, how about Pizza Hut, Dome, go home...bla bla bla...

We have our light dinner at Dome finally. The food is good and the environment is surprisingly nice. We are enjoying so much that we ignore all the people and all the noise. This is the moment that we both looking for. Great!!!

Happy Valentine!

Little Friends

2009-02-05T06:49:00.000-08:00

These little friends has been staying at my place for quite some times, not that I welcome them.
They are quite shy, always hiding themselves into the shell. When I am around, they don't seems to appear.
They are too shy to introduce themselves. Everyday I will be searching at every corner of the house, trying to find any trace of them. Sometimes, I can find them in bedrooms, living hall, toilet, kitchen....Wao, they are actually all over my house. I am beginning to suspect that they actually live in the wall. Ahh...so disgusting!!

These little friends of mine are quite irritating. I don't know how it will harm my house or harm me. Today I google online on pest control. I found this lice which sounds similar to my little friends but yet to be sure as the picture doens't look like them. It is call booklice or paperlice. It may crawl in large numbers over stored papers, books, walls, furniture, and other materials in damp, warm, undisturbed areas. Booklice are minute, soft-bodied, transparent to grayish-white insects about 1/32 to 3/16 inch (1 to 4 mm) long, usually wingless, and may go unnoticed. Ahh...another scary statement? Will I accidentally eaten it??

Who can tell me what is my little friends name??

Oops, today they are so shy that I can't even snap the picture of them. Hopefully I never get to snap their picture as this is the good sign that they don't like my place.

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT?

2008-12-10T08:03:00.000-08:00

Feel like being challenge by this irresponsible and stupid person. Never know this kind of people exist. ~Not knowing what he/she supposed to know, and just pinpoint on you whenever thing happen. This kind of people make me lost my temper, lost my EQ. I feel so stupid.

Yeah..this is the challenge and pressure that I should learn to handle. It will make me a better person in both personal life and work if I am able to 'settle' this person. However, to take this challenge, I will work like hell, I need to work OT, I need to sacrifice my personal time. Is it worthy for me to do so??

Argh...seems like iIdon't have much choice. It's part of my work. Anyway I also need to take up the challenge. Yeah..he is winning but I know deep down I am the winner.

One day he will 'padan muka'..haha...sorry for cursing ppl here. ;P

The Day That I Feel Fed Up!

2008-12-10T03:06:00.000-08:00

I wish for a vacation or even a break again.

I feel like leaving my current job.

I don't feel happy when I achieve something new in this job.

I don't feel excited with every new thing I am gonna learn here.

I feel so fed up.

I wanna stop all this.

I wanna find a new environment.

Can I? Dare I?

I am so in dilemma.

I am so in anger.

I am so in suffer.

I feel so fed up fed up fed up.

I wish to shout out and tell everybody in the office I wanna quit, then I just leave..though this would only happen in my sweet dream..

RGP Lens

2008-12-04T06:33:00.000-08:00

Ever heard of RGP lens?

RGP stands for rigid gas permeable. GP lenses were first introduced in the late 1970s; they are actually a newer technology than soft lenses. Most GPs incorporate silicone, which makes them more flexible than PMMA. And silicone is oxygen permeable, so oxygen can pass through GP lenses, resulting in greater comfort and better eye health. GPs can also provide better vision, durability, and deposit resistance than soft contact lenses. They can be easier to clean, and since they're long-lasting, they can be less expensive in the long term than soft lenses.

Wow, enough with the long story, blah blah blah...

A month ago, my left eyes got inflammation due to wearing soft lens for long duration. I was 'force' not to wear lens for few weeks but spec. Now my eyes fully is recovered. However doc said due to the difference between my both eyes's degree is too huge, one side see thing bigger than the other, that's why I feel headache easily. I have 4 options,

1. Wear spec - but I continue to get headache

2. Wear soft lens - but I risk to get the inflammation

3. Wear RGP lens - last longer and help to reduce the power

4. Lasik - plan to but to be consider later

Today is my second day wearing the RGP lens. It's kinda hard and I can hardly open my eyes. Everytime I blink, the vision become blur. I think I will need some time to get use to it. Hope this solve my problem till I can do the lasik. :)

Mudah? Senang?

2008-12-02T01:24:00.001-08:00

Ya, saya bercadang untuk tulis blog dalam BM. Betul betul susah la, saya sudah berkesal. ;)

Mudah? Senang? Sudah 5 hari saya berasa tertekan sebab program saya tak betul. Saya tak ada selera untuk makan, tak ada feel untuk berjenaka, tak berlalu nak makan...(sebenarnya tak la serious sangat tapi ada la). Semalam, saya nyaris kemalangan sebab asyik teringat akan program yang bodoh itu (tapi bukan salah saya, kereta itu tiba tiba potong ke lorong saya). Gosh, the language is soooo horrible!!!

Nasib baik hari ini saya berjaya menyelesaikan tekanan/masalah saya. Nampak senang macam kacang tapi bersusah payah saya buat and berfikir. Kawan kata 'programmer is like god, one click can make magic happen'. Tapi saya rasa 'when cannot make magic happen, programmer will be like dog'. 'Dog atau God'?

Dalam ringkas, saya berjanji pada sendiri, saya tak nak jadi programmer untuk kerja seterusnya. Saya mau kerja yang lebih senang and mudah. ;)

Tak tau kena mengena dengan topik Mudah tak, tapi ada perkataan Mudah atau Senang, boleh ho kawan kawan...

STRESS

2008-12-01T00:21:00.001-08:00

How I wish I am on vacation..to a place where there is no stress, where I can relax...

Yeah, stress is haunting me lately. I get mad even with little stress. Feel sorry to those around me, where I may hurt them sometimes.

I am stress working..

I am stress financially..

I am stress finding my soul..

I am stress finding my direction..

Some say live simple life. But I was wondering how simple can life be?? Even a housewife can feel stress because of junk of housework, taking care of kids, decide meal for dinner...Who said you won't feel stress living simple life. haha...

Yeah, stress is everywhere. But I feel calm when he hold my hand, when I rest my head within his hug...I hope that one day I will have less stress. ;)

Wedding Diaries 3

2008-11-24T04:37:00.000-08:00

~05-Nov-2008

Today I pronounce both of you as husband and wife...

Status = Married ;)

Wedding Diaries 2

2008-11-22T22:26:00.000-08:00

～30-Oct-2008

等了好久，今天终于来临了，我们要去拍照了！！！
好兴奋，好紧张，好担心。。。

我们很 kia su 的，拿了很多东西，出发拍照去了。。。

当化妆师告知我们今天会去 Port Dickson 拍外景先，我们可吓了一跳。（以为会拍 Indoor 先）

化好妆， set 好头发，穿好衣服，我们一群人就出发了。（阿公，我，摄影师Jim，助手无人岛与化妆师Lisa）

第一次，穿得这么隆重，上公厕。。。

第一次，穿得这么隆重，在海边拍照，顺便成了别人的旅游景色。。。

第一次，要在大庭广众下化妆，顺便娱乐‘马’的眼睛。。。

第一次，发现原来拍照是很开心的，什么烦恼都忘了。。。

第一次，可以没顾虑的，在别人面前抱着阿公，亲阿公。。。

我们是真的在笑，真的好享受这过程, 真的好甜蜜。。。

今天，真的很累，但是很 sweet。。。

～31-Oct-2008

原本是继续拍照的，但是Jim病了。

我们也乘机休息，累了。而且我两个手臂都红肿，去海边拍照所付出的代价。

也趁这时候想想应改进的地方。

原来我下巴很短耶！（每次还笑妹妹）

还记得Jim说

‘新娘子，你人瘦瘦，为什么会有两层双下巴。。’

‘新娘子驼背。。。’

‘新娘子不大会笑。。’

真是可恶！！害我睡觉都发梦拍照。。。不过这也是事实，阿公也经常这么说。哈哈。。

希望第二天会更好！！

～02-Nov-2008

开始我们第二天的拍照。今天一点也不紧张了，轻松很多。

Jim带我们去KTM Station拍外景，不过会比较 adventure，因为我们是要偷偷进去的。

哇，我好紧张！！当一走进去时，我的心跳得好快。。。

今天无论是indoor或outdoor，我们都顺很多了。可能对Jim较熟，也知要作什么，不会像第一天这样笨笨。

Jim也快手快脚的帮我们拍完。阿公一直跟我说，珍惜，要完了。

今天，很累，但也很开心。

或许十年后，我们再拍一次吧！：）

也真诚的感谢Jim 帮我们拍这么有感觉的照片，让我们享受整个过程，留下美好的回忆。。

也真诚的感谢Lisa, 把我化得美美，让我也能漂亮（哈哈，真是臭美！），把阿公’化‘得俊俊。。。

Good Bye Hero

2008-11-18T17:09:00.000-08:00

Good Bye, Hero...

I miss the time you bite me..
I miss the time you chase me..
I miss the time you get mad while playing..
I miss the time you cuddle with me..
I miss you so much..

I know you have gone to a better place.
Be a good boy and we will miss you.

Good bye, Hero

未来

2008-11-15T00:31:00.000-08:00

在Port Dickson拍照当天，摄影师讲了一些话，令我不断的思考。（这摄影师什么来头呀！）

大约是，新娘子是一个很害臊的人，对自己没信心。因为我驼背，拍照时也对自己没信心，应该是对生活很害怕的人。。。还叫我要对自己信心！

厉害吧！短短的相处，之前对我毫无认识的人，可以对我做出这样的评语。可想而知，我是一个这么没自信的人。不怪得工作上我多努力，做得多好；生活上我所提的，建议的，都没得到好评，因为人家对我没信心。。

所以未来我要对自己有信心，不要像现在这样萎缩，害怕。。
未来会更好!
希望没离题，呵呵。。。

Angry, Not Angry

2008-11-12T16:49:00.000-08:00

The day we registered for marriage, he is so down. (Hmm...sound like he is not happy to be married)

He told me it is due to work...

Since the day we are 'legally married', I am the one who is so excited to talk about anything, to always be cheerful. I remember he always tells me, 'I will be happy when I see you are happy too'. However, these doesn't work out as I expected. He get angry easily, he is too sensitive in my joke ...(Can't you differentiate whether I mean it or it's just a joke after all these year??). I am just out of idea, maybe I should just shut my mouth. (Yeah..that's what I did last night)

Work is hard, work is tough for everybody. Happy or sad, you gotta go on with your life too. Why not just be happy? Why let the work control your life? Where does all your smile gone?

Wedding Diaries 1

2008-11-10T06:42:00.001-08:00

22.03.08 ~He proposed ;)

Subsequently, still wonder wanna wed this yr. Decide to postpone till next year, until the economy get better, but somehow...

04.08.08 ~Set the Wedding date --> 03.01.09

24.08.08 ~Shop for wedding photo package. Went to Love Vision, Vogue and Keep Gallery. I have made my first decision in this wedding, to sign with LV (not Louis Vouitton somehow).

01.10.08 ~Submit application for ROM at Buddist Maha Vihara, Brickfield.

02.10.08 ~'Shop' for gowns at LV. In 3 - 4 hours, have tried for soooooo many wedding gowns and dresses. Thanks to Nicole for being so helpful.

03.10.08 ~Shop for wedding stuff at Pavilion. He is so patient to shop for whole day with me. As usual, I bought more things than him. hehe... I get my wedding shoes, bobbi browns...

11.10.08 ~Shop for the wedding card.

18.10.08 ~Visit Bankers Club and love the place so much. We booked the place as our KL Dinner Banquet on the 14.03.09. Thanks Hong for recommending us the place.

未来

2008-11-06T00:28:00.000-08:00

After cracking my head and chasing by the group for so many days, suddenly something blinking and that's is. Here come our new topic.

未来!!

We have 梦想, now let's prepare for our 未来.

梦想

2008-10-24T06:09:00.000-07:00

Living in this ''big big' and busy city, I almost forget or I've already forgotten about my dream, my 梦想.

I dream that one day I would never have to worry about $$$..

I dream that one day I can be a super corporate woman...

I dream that one day I can travel overseas to work...

I dream that one day I can own a business...

I dream that one day I can have my dream house...

I dream that one day I can own my dream car...

I dream that everyday I am 28...

Yeah..I got so many dreams but it is all so materialistic...

I change, because the environment change me or because I have to change???

So lost living in this city, but I don't feel like leaving it

So lost living in this city, as I turn into another person

So lost living in this city, I am so lost, lost, lost...

Where are all my dreams...

好久不见

2008-10-05T00:44:00.000-07:00

唉！也不知是谁出的鬼提目，真是难倒我了。
然后也不知有几百年没写中文了，真是难倒我了。唉！

好久不见！想了很久，很久。 A lot of things come across my mind, and finally I make up my mind at this moment……
好久没看到他为我们的爱情花心思了。因为工作忙吧。。。
当我看到打着领带的他，手拿着一束花，更跪下向我。。。。(不必多说了吧)
突然好感动。。结果’ 不明不白‘的答应了。。。

也好久没看到他为我的生日花心思了。因为‘没心’ 了吧。。哈哈哈！
他说今年要送我心意为礼物，我就一副‘等着瞧，看你有什么玩意儿‘的脸给他看。
怎知那心意害得我留下眼泪，抱着他，一句话也说不出。。。(哪有生日弄人哭的！)

再来，就是他的心意蛋糕 (自制的oh)，跟妹妹一起给我的surprise。。。我真是无话可说。。。

想跟你说谢谢，想跟你说好久不见，这样的你。。。。

Welcome Me!

2008-09-29T20:19:00.000-07:00

First of all, welcome myself to the blog world.
Half force and half willing to join...hehe

Second thing, Happy 2nd annivesary to my sweet sweet home!!!

Good luck to myself! :)